My first time blogging using my tablet, kinda not used to it. Oooooh well, it all started with me having a long chat with my friend after work, today – relationship issues. Seriously, I’m the last person on earth that people wanna talk to me about this issue. But somehow people just come. Then, it triggers me on mine.

One question my friend asked me, “Why can’t I let go?”. I really don’t know how to put my thoughts into words. It’s more like, I feel it is such a waste that the relationship ends without any effort putting in to salvage it. I believe that if it is any other guy, it is easily salvage. But it just didn’t go this way. Such a waste.

Then, he said, I must had really loved him. As he never sees me like this before. I was always the bubbly one in the office. Nobody can see the sorrow in me, nobody even realized I cried. He strongly believe until now, everyone is still misunderstanding of what kindaI girl am I. It’s ok, how can I expect people to know the real me when my own dearest don’t? *ironic*

Disappointed on how things go. Disappointed on how it ended. Disappointed on all the ungiven effort to salvage the one precious thing for both of us. At the end of the day, life goes on. We have to face the ugly truth!

 

Luv,

*rachelle*

PBB 46th Annual Dinner 2012

Finally, after 2 months of bruises and hardworks, it all ended with the night. Disappointed that we did not won champion for the competition for the memories are all worth it. Not to mention the friends I made during the journey. I will not trade anything for you guys!!~ “FROM THE TOP!”

  TEAM 1 : The Wizard of Oz!!!

  We went through recording for our voices and our songs….

 
The choreographer, Jojo & Rich gave us lollipop for our workdone, before our 1st preview to Head of Public Affairs Division.

We celebrated Kenny’s birthday, our team leader. (like a dozens of time……)

  Photoshoot for prize winning.

  Group photoshoot.

On the day itself, when we are getting ready for our makeup and hairdo. Anxiety attacking us.

  Cindy participated in the Samba dress theme.

  My turn for makeup & hairdo!!

  My first costume for Scene 1.

It’s huge and heavy.

 
3 munchkins hide inside my dress and 1 guy had to carry me.

  Close-up by Philip.

  Felicia who came to support us.

  Juliet & *moi* in my finale costume.

  Sam & *moi*

  Alan, the bully.

  Chew, IS specialist.

  Philip, who loves to edit funny notes on my picciess.

 
And I always laugh at this piccie of Andy & *moi* Vince had no skill in photographing at all!!

 
Finally, FOOD!!!~

  Met Kenneth and & Chris at the corridor.

  Oswald, the scarecrow without a brain.

 
Junho & Rachel Tan

  Pei Yee & *moi*

  Chen, my SAM.

  Head Office – Management Audit!!

 
Rachel Ong, finally her turn to be the usherette. I can’t wait for next year when I can sit down, eat, and snap picciess!!~

 
I won table draw!!!~ Samsung Blu-ray Player!! but i don’t have a tv, so am gonna give to my mom.

 
Eventhough we did not won champion, but we are the most favorites among all. So, it’s ok.

 
The next day is our team’s appreciation dinner. Pajamas theme by the pool! Thanks, Gary for picking me up and got lost yourself.

  I love my team!!~

  They are awesome!!

 
Last Thursday was our official appreciation dinner organised by Public Affairs Division. Stephanie (Dorothy), Niki & *moi*

  Steph & *moi*

  Gary & *moi*

  James a.k.a The Lion…..

  Fatty Mark…

  Eugene, the one that I unintentionally hurt his neck

  Vince…..

  Arif, the flying monkey….

  Panjang, the wicked witch’s favorite…

  Apek, my favorite munchkins! & Victoria Secret walk….

  Wan, the funny silat haunted tree…

  Ranjit….

  Rickyy, my costume designer….

  Rich, the hardcore trainer.

  Last but not least, Jojo, my choreographer.

  Boon Boon, from Mamma Mia’s team

  Mi hermana…..

  Thinking of cropping Boon Boon out

After appreciation dinner, Steph, Gary and *moi* head to Changkat for 2nd round and then to Zouk. Amazingly I met Mamma Mia team in Zouk, as all of them already applied annual leave or emergency leave. However, it was a fun night, until the next day I was like a walking zombie, and I practically feel like taking MC for the sake of my sleep. Not funny at all!!! I think I can declare old already.

Anyhoo, done with all my events, and now I’m anticipating for my trips!!~ Finally decided to stop waiting and hoping for the rain to fall during the drought. Hopeless and disappointing.

Luv,
*rachelle*

Universal Studio, Singapore & Phuket, Thailand!!

Finally, I am logging in to my blog again. I don’t know how long will be at hiatus anymore. But I am still active in Twitter and Instagram. Like I mentioned on my previous blog 2 months ago. I went to Universal Studio with my colleague, Pei Yee and then, off to Phuket with Rachel, Juliet and Charlie.

Somehow these trips really helps me a lil’ bit on letting go. I begin to learn that I really need a break right now. I need some time for this scar to heal. I’m just not ready. Now probably I need to get over it!!

And start worrying about my performance for annual dinner!!!~ Bruises on my legs.

Pictures from Universal Studio!!!~

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Phuket Trip!!~

 

 

Luv,
*rachelle*