July 23, 2012
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Disappointment…..
My first time blogging using my tablet, kinda not used to it. Oooooh well, it all started with me having a long chat with my friend after work, today – relationship issues. Seriously, I’m the last person on earth that people wanna talk to me about this issue. But somehow people just come. Then, it triggers me on mine.
One question my friend asked me, “Why can’t I let go?”. I really don’t know how to put my thoughts into words. It’s more like, I feel it is such a waste that the relationship ends without any effort putting in to salvage it. I believe that if it is any other guy, it is easily salvage. But it just didn’t go this way. Such a waste.
Then, he said, I must had really loved him. As he never sees me like this before. I was always the bubbly one in the office. Nobody can see the sorrow in me, nobody even realized I cried. He strongly believe until now, everyone is still misunderstanding of what kindaI girl am I. It’s ok, how can I expect people to know the real me when my own dearest don’t? *ironic*
Disappointed on how things go. Disappointed on how it ended. Disappointed on all the ungiven effort to salvage the one precious thing for both of us. At the end of the day, life goes on. We have to face the ugly truth!
Luv,
*rachelle*
