FRUST UP...!!!

URGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

CAN ANYONE JUZ TELL ME WHY AM I BORN HERE?!?!?!.......WHY IS MY LIFE LIKE DAT?!?!?!?.....WHY DO I NEED A LIFE?!?!??!??!......

I JUZ WISH THE TIME WOULD JUZ STOP LAST NITE!!!!.....OR AT LEAST MY LIFE END LAST NITE!!!.....DEN I CAN DIE WIF SUCH A GOOD MEMORIES AND TIME..........ARGHHHH!!!!....

bon odori was great....too bad no mood to blog about it....i'm practically dying rite now....if i'm daring enough i could juz commit suicide....parents....ops my mistake....fun sucker din scold me for being late last nite...which is a extremely surprising thing.....ppl...my advice....buy lottery!!!!....

tonite was going tambun to celebrate ah bok's burfday....and farewell party for chihou and wanchin....but NOOOO!!!!.....fun sucker juz use d word EVERYDAY GO OUT & SPEND MONEY.....no need for me to emphasis more on it....it's understood how would i react...can't believe i could actually weep rite now....for this stupiak things....when my results failed i din even cry....this is so shitty!!!!.....FARKTARD!!!...while blasting d clubbing songs out loud on d headphone....think i'm turning deaf....he's juz a fun sucker!!!!....I HATE HIM!!!....THEY DOESN'T HAF FRENS DOESN'T MEAN I CAN'T HAF,OK?!?!?!......THEY DUN HAF A LIFE DOESN'T MEAN I CAN'T HAF MINE!!!!!.....ARGHHHHH!!!!.....THEY SERIOUSLY....URGGHHHH!!!.....I DUNNO.....NOW I UNDERSTAND HOW SOME PPL CAN RUN AWAY FROM HOME....OR JUZ MOVE OUT....OR EVEN SOME TEENAGERS COMMIT SUICIDE.....opsss....my mistake again....am i still a teenager?!?!?.....i'm juz a baby....2 years of age....

i wanna juz move all my things n stay over in penang!!!....all my stuff!!!....even i only got 3 days of class....i dun mind even staying there do practically nothing....URGHHH!!!!.....

some parents will juz ask....y we can tok nicely to frens n treat them so nicely but to them....OOOOHHHHH!!!!......wat a nice question?!?!?....y dun u ask how u treat us first b4 u ask us dat question?!?!?!.....i noe some ppl say hit is love....but i din noe dat destroying soemone life is also known as love....love my arse!!!!...if d harder u push someone n destroying their life is love....might as well juz kill me....then tell the world dat's d way u show ppl how u love them....but den i'll juz kill all my frens n myself....

*pathetic*....why am i still crying rite now?!?!?!?.....is this really wat i wan?!?!?!?....wat i really wan?!?!?!.....i dun haf a choice do i????....god let me to b in this family....they r my parents....they r here to destroy my life....i dun even haf a choice to do anything i wanna do....wat they choose is always the "BEST" for me....even wat am i studying now is not my own choice....

well...i guess other ppl do af d same problem as me....but they got it earlier....not at my age....n i showed them d 'I'm Not Stupid Too' movie b4....i told them if 1 day i actually not toking...not replying....not doing wat i should do...probably they should think how compromising they r b4 they start scolding me...b4 they even judge me!!!....

my life endz here.............................................................................................................................................