Farewell.....!!!

it's all so sudden...like around 3smtg...edwin told me chihou & wanchin leaving tonite......crapz....i din even get their pressie yet....so weilee called n she'll fetched me over to penang...when to BJ n got their pressie....den went to d airport to send them ade....as usual...take picciesss.....hugzzz....laugh....den when they really going off we did shed tears but din really cry dat much...watery.......shuchyi cried d most....of coz la...she's so close to wanchin....

below r some picciesss i got from weilee's camera...lots more in edwin's cam...but guess he's not giving it to me.......so no tambun picciess n no swiss picciesss.......btw....dun mind my chubbiness n fatness....

opsss...soli....blur blur....

ozi and chihou daddy...will never forget her soi yeong....hahaaahahah.....

qq n chico!!!

chihou n chenyang...."brotherly love"....hahhahaha....

both sor hai.....chihou n tailou....hehehehe.....1 pembuli went over aussie....left 1 more.....haihzzz...chek ark me....

closest buddy...!!!

sharon, stacy, chihou n sueachian.......

can c wanchin's eyes red red liao....she cried too...but not as teruk as shuchyi tho.....

y is there another hand on my shoulder?!?!?!.....

qq n weilee....qq juz came back from malacca....after a tennis tournament...c his face....hehehehe...sunburnt!!!

d group which never got a chance to go oversea....hahahha...chek ark.....

the rabbit is hopping around....hehehehe....und und la.....

more picciesss from edwin....will post it some other day ler....hehehehehe.....

ooooh ya....today i went for my first exercise dancing class....wahhahaha.....d aunty there all damn chio man.......n d instructor....she did it sooo easy....damn chun....no tummy....

class starts tomolo...AIS from 10am till 12pm...den break 4 hours....next class 4pm till 6pm........hopefully i could change my auditing class to business planning and control....d new subject is much more easier....scope is more narrow n will haf exemptions in degree!!!!!........so hopefully ms leon can help us change to d new subject....coz i'd already enrol for audit....

anyhoo....going for my beauty sleep....haihzzz....got class tomolo ar!!!!!!!.....but i juz wanna wish chihou & wanchin...all da best in their future undertakings....take care....must not forget us....n miss ya'll heapzz!!!...

 Luv,
:+:+:+:RaCheLLe:+:+:+:

Weird Huan...!!!

ok...well...ntg special particular happened today....stay at home....watch dvd...on9...bla bla bla....

den i got a phone call....from huan....sure bo hor kang tau wan....

huan : eh...where r u???going anywhere tonite????
me : at home now la....where else can i be???should be still at home tonite....y???
huan : bo la....wanna find u....
me : for wat???wanna take d book izzit???can ar.....
huan : yayaya d book.....n some other thing....
me : wat other thing????...*puzzled*
huan : no la...wanna borrow money....hehehehe....got no money go back penang....
me : wth?!?!?......wat u doing here without any money???....
huan : work la....den kena road block....hhahahaha....now i tak cukup money go back penang....
me : alomak....

ooook...den juz now huan juz came....passed him a book....a bottled of water n RM10.......juz enough for him to pass d toll go back penang....memang...broke ppl helping others in need....wahhahahhaha.....

well....went 2 get d timetable for some exercise dancing class....i'm getting fatter day by day...dat's a reason y i dun cam whore nowadays....wahahhaha...fat fat fat....undeniable........so might as well start exercising....haihz haihz haihz....guess i'm going to look c look c tomolo.......hey...i noe i'm lazy but at least i take d initiative to go this time....stop puring cold water on me la....ishhh....

anyhoo....off to tv....it's conclusion today....

 Luv,
[R]aChe[L]Le

Happeee Nite...!!!

last nite was an awesome nite for me....ignore d whole afternoon chaos.....nite was wif fren fren fren n fren!!!!........went tambun...celebrate ah bok's birthday in advance....shu chyi, wan chin, tailou, edwin, huan, chihou, weilee, voonsien n me!!!....after dinner went swiss for a while...den they went over to penang liao...as usual....i CAN'T go back late....so i can't follow them to penang...*sigh*......this is wat u get wif a screwed up life....

but anyhoo...swiss was....hmmmm....disgusting???...."cocktail" party my foot la...they mix all those yucky yucky stuff...including chips....n i kena drink twice....but lucky once tailou help me drink more than half glass ade la...hehehe....thank u , tailou!!!......wonder how long i din taste any alcoholic drinks ade....hahahahah....except last nite....not very pleasant...

came back b4 12....'sou heng'.......den weilee msg...ask me wanna go class today...10-12...try d new subject....so think think...first class ms chionh also won't teach wan la......so mayb go d second class or smtg...wahahahahahah.......actually i did tot of going...if i can wake up in time....so first i woke up at 5am...too early....go back to sleeep....wahahahaha...den d second time...woke up at 9.30am....hahahaha...to late.......so continue sleep...but can't really sleep...so read Detektif Q....den kok seng kor kor came over to my house....borrow my lappy on9....

guess i'll watch d dvds i bought d other day later....today i'll juz stuck at home....if this is still my home.......fascinating...kok seng kor kor today asked me wanna go kl or not???....my reflects....YES!!!!....both my parents also look at me 1 kind...den my mom ask...no need go class ar???....i juz walked to d bathroom....ya rite....if got no class u all also won't let me go la....crapz....stop being all goody good when u're juz gonna sabotage my life....

anyhoo....getting wanna go watch dvd ade...ntg much to do on9...hahahha.....Peace Out!!!....

 Luv,
=rach=

FRUST UP...!!!

URGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

CAN ANYONE JUZ TELL ME WHY AM I BORN HERE?!?!?!.......WHY IS MY LIFE LIKE DAT?!?!?!?.....WHY DO I NEED A LIFE?!?!??!??!......

I JUZ WISH THE TIME WOULD JUZ STOP LAST NITE!!!!.....OR AT LEAST MY LIFE END LAST NITE!!!.....DEN I CAN DIE WIF SUCH A GOOD MEMORIES AND TIME..........ARGHHHH!!!!....

bon odori was great....too bad no mood to blog about it....i'm practically dying rite now....if i'm daring enough i could juz commit suicide....parents....ops my mistake....fun sucker din scold me for being late last nite...which is a extremely surprising thing.....ppl...my advice....buy lottery!!!!....

tonite was going tambun to celebrate ah bok's burfday....and farewell party for chihou and wanchin....but NOOOO!!!!.....fun sucker juz use d word EVERYDAY GO OUT & SPEND MONEY.....no need for me to emphasis more on it....it's understood how would i react...can't believe i could actually weep rite now....for this stupiak things....when my results failed i din even cry....this is so shitty!!!!.....FARKTARD!!!...while blasting d clubbing songs out loud on d headphone....think i'm turning deaf....he's juz a fun sucker!!!!....I HATE HIM!!!....THEY DOESN'T HAF FRENS DOESN'T MEAN I CAN'T HAF,OK?!?!?!......THEY DUN HAF A LIFE DOESN'T MEAN I CAN'T HAF MINE!!!!!.....ARGHHHHH!!!!.....THEY SERIOUSLY....URGGHHHH!!!.....I DUNNO.....NOW I UNDERSTAND HOW SOME PPL CAN RUN AWAY FROM HOME....OR JUZ MOVE OUT....OR EVEN SOME TEENAGERS COMMIT SUICIDE.....opsss....my mistake again....am i still a teenager?!?!?.....i'm juz a baby....2 years of age....

i wanna juz move all my things n stay over in penang!!!....all my stuff!!!....even i only got 3 days of class....i dun mind even staying there do practically nothing....URGHHH!!!!.....

some parents will juz ask....y we can tok nicely to frens n treat them so nicely but to them....OOOOHHHHH!!!!......wat a nice question?!?!?....y dun u ask how u treat us first b4 u ask us dat question?!?!?!.....i noe some ppl say hit is love....but i din noe dat destroying soemone life is also known as love....love my arse!!!!...if d harder u push someone n destroying their life is love....might as well juz kill me....then tell the world dat's d way u show ppl how u love them....but den i'll juz kill all my frens n myself....

*pathetic*....why am i still crying rite now?!?!?!?.....is this really wat i wan?!?!?!?....wat i really wan?!?!?!.....i dun haf a choice do i????....god let me to b in this family....they r my parents....they r here to destroy my life....i dun even haf a choice to do anything i wanna do....wat they choose is always the "BEST" for me....even wat am i studying now is not my own choice....

well...i guess other ppl do af d same problem as me....but they got it earlier....not at my age....n i showed them d 'I'm Not Stupid Too' movie b4....i told them if 1 day i actually not toking...not replying....not doing wat i should do...probably they should think how compromising they r b4 they start scolding me...b4 they even judge me!!!....

my life endz here.............................................................................................................................................

Kuan Yin's Birthday & Enrolment Day.....

well...isn't a good day to start....haven't even woke up n my dad is practically nagging over there....sooooo...how do i start my day today...hmmmm....."haven't even wake up kena nag liao....phek chek nia....(throw my blankie)...fark!!...."......i noe i noe..i've been swearing a lot lately....hey...i can't help it...things juz keep on getting on my nerve!!....URGHH!!...

den went Kuan Yin's temple n pray....today is Kuan Yin's birthday........so as a goddaughter....i woke up as early as 8.30am....hahhahahaha....in history ade....having break but wake up n haf breakfast!!.......hehehehe...

den came back....get my stuff....went INTI to enrol...pray hard not to meet ms.leon...if not sure kena teruk wan...so reached there at 11smtg...went to d staff room to get d enrolment form...i'm soooo lucky ms.leon is not in her office n i juz met mr.lim there...so he fill in n signed my enrolment form...no need to go thru ms.leon!!...*yey*........den went to d bursary to pay....n guess wat??!!?...ms.leon is juz rite beside d bursary...she's in d admin.......(yi wang wang...yi wang wang....she din c me....)...n she din c me!!!....*phew*...relieve...

after enrolling for d 2 dum subjects....came back to bm....went the summit...wow...it's like for almost wat??a decade??...i din step in the summit liao...went watson get some toiletries.......n had KFC too...hahahaha....i remembered i used 2 eat there when i was in secondary skool...the summit is d only place we can hang out after class before tuition....which actually made us late for our tuition class most of d time!!...

ooooohhhh.....i got myself a stainless steal watch too...juz 1 very very simple wan....so can suit wif every clothing....okok...not tot mention it's a guy watch....hahahahha......wat?!?!?...i wan a huge watch...n all d ladies wan is really small n......i dunno....mayb d 1 i choose is really small for a guy anyway....

anyhooo....off to dinner now....can't wait for Bon Odori tomorrow!!!...*yey*...i wanna scoop d fishies n get d water balloons!!!....never got 2 do dat last 2 years....n my parents juz say no to fishies....but I WAN I WAN I WAN!!!!.....hehehehe.......bon appetite!!...

 Luv,
*RaCheLLe*

Penang....

how i misses penang...those time when i'm staying in parkview....hang outs wif frenz....juz luv them.......but now i haf to bid them farewell....haihzz........went to penang today....went inti first...tot of wanna enrol...but d enrolment form was not ready yet...soooooo...mayb some other day.......went n checked my results....n no hope...

after dat went to hostel for awhile...sienn wanna take her deposit...den after dat we went gurney.......watched 'I'll Call You' wif huan....stupiak movie!!!...totally!!!...should haf listen to edwin when he said it's not nice...ishhh..waste money n time nia...

after movie was around 7 smtg...so went dinner in Peng Hwa....edwin join us for dinner too...hehehe......after dinner...juz sit there...crapz..n waste more time...i dun wanna go back anyway...sick of all dat happen!!...

but we left at 9smtg....reached home...d first thing my mom ask.....

MOM : where u go?
ME : gurney lor....
MOM : go gurney do wat?
ME : watch movie la....
MOM : always watch movie...this friday go enrol den come back liao dun go watch anymore movies liao....
ME : ...wts?!?!....this will b d only time i got d chance to watch movie wif my frens only,k??when college start will let u all lock up in d house liao....wat u wan me to do somemore?!?!?...*crapz*.....

soooo...juz walk in to d house....urghhh!!!....frustrated!!....they r such fun-sucker!!!.........so no need to say la...d cameron trip i sure kenot go eh....den this saturday bon odori....hahahahaha....over my dead body....*farktard*......Y??...Y??...Y??....y can't they gif me tiny winy little freedom wif my frens?!?!?....n if they dun....stop bragging about me in front of other ppl...n how they slowly gif me my freedom..bla bla bla...ya rite?!?!?....big fat liar!!!!....

URGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!......so frust up rite now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....juz end my entry here....blog again when i'm in a better mood....hopefully d day won't b 4 months later when i'm in kl....n if they still come down kl every week or smtg to control me....wahlaueh....u might read d newspaper 1 day n read a gurl commit suicide out of overprotective parents....

 Luv,
.....failure + loser.....

A Bird Which Never Get Her Freedom...!!!

or in another phrase...animal protection of WWF.......haihzz...dad juz said i'll travel everyday to college so dat they can lock me up in the house....*boooyahh*....gif it up to my dad!!!.......no...seriously...if there's any parents who did their job so damn well...as a parents...dat will totally be mine!!!......they seriously doing their job well to destroy my life....*cheerzz!!~~*...n i'm soooo glad i'm their daughter....(ooook...mayb there's lots of sarcasm over here...)

ntg much..woke up ---> shower ---> brunch ---> on9 ---> tv ---> holla hoop ---> shower ---> dinner ---> on9......hahahahaha....d end of my oh-so-wonderful-day!!!....

 Luv,
```failure```

Back To Penang.....!!!

well...hey ppl...i'm back in penang....or should i say bm...haihzz...back to d place of sadness n sorrow........i dunno wat to do rite now?!?!?!?.....haihzzz....

yesterday woke up kinda late...11am....had breakfast den went to The Curve....which is super jam...coz they haf this road blocks due to World Cup Finale dat very nite......n i'm going for FRANCE!!!......okok...den went to d street market...lot's of accessories n stuff which is cheap!!!...but i din get any tho......woke up early in d morning n d first thing my parents tell me is NO MORE CLOTHES!!!......besides i'm broke after d esprit warehouse shopping....ishhh....

however...i still manage to get a black spagetthi strap from Nicchi Fashion City...i dun haf any plain wan....den thx to meianne's mom for buying me!!!......dat's d only thing i bought dat day...*fascinating*.......den went lunch in Thai Express....among all d places...there's so many restaurant there...but i dunno y my aunt chose dat place....so expensive...n not nice wan d food...d noodle i called taste juz like 'tang hun soup'...sick ppl eat wan ar...

after lunch which is eerrr 3pm ade...so we went for d Fashion Show juz outside of edric's shop...nike culture...edric's not there tho...he's in 1u instead...wahahhaha.......d fashion is on Nicchi Fashion City...went there time din c so many nice clothes...but when d models wear it...it's like..."eh dat 1 not bad hor....juz now we got saw it mer??..."....n d models...OMG....so damn aneroxic skinny!!!...their thigh n legs r d same!!...arms n biseps too!!!.......gonna take me FOREVER or maybe my ENTIRE life to get dat thin....

after d fashion show...went 1Utama...hahaha....but dat time edric ade left 1u liao.......really hilarious...never haf d "fate" 2 meet...waahhahahaah....sooo....in 1u...din evenwalk over to d new wing...coz juz wanna get meianne's mom's stuff...de d fascinating part is we had our dinner at like...5pm!!!!.......my lunch haven't even digest yet...ask me eat dinner ade?!?!?...n we haf Tempura in Tempura King...set meal somemore...haiyok!!...*slap on forehead*...nvm...so d four of us force ourselves to eat...coz dun wanna go back n cook ma...hahahahah....

den after dinner...poh leng jie jie suddenly said she wanted to eat durians....so wen went TTDI n search for durians...coz they haf pasar malam on sunday....but den we can't find any parking space...so we left without any durians....poh leng jie jie damn chun, man...been coughing 4 a month ade somemore eat chocolate cake...drink carbonated drinks....ice-creams...now even durian....."yi tuk kong tuk"...dat's wat we tell her...hahahaha...

so....feeling absolutely bloated...we went back...n i quickly stuff my black top in my esprit bag...m&d haven't come back from genting wif kar leong kor kor's mom.......sit down watched tv until hmmmm....9pm i think...den went shower....still feeling absolutely bloated........after dat m&d came back...n shek hui jie jie also...n they say wanna eat durians....so they went TTDI n buy....

came back wif 3-4 durians....(smelly)......open n finished eating it!!!...omigosh...!!!....they r seriously...d Lee family....after finished eating kok seng kor kor went his fren's house steamboat....n den mayb going KAYU watch World Cup Finale...cheh cheh cheh....din bring us along...meiping n me haf to watch at home...n shek hui jie jie also...she only watched d second half while meianne watched d first half...poh leng jie jie half watch half sleep......meiping n shek hui jie jie support italy...me alone in d house support france only...memang.......watched till 5am...den went to sleep liao...kenot tahan...at also france also lost...n zidane even got red card...ishhh...

woke up at 10am...*steam steam*....shower...pack my stuff....breakfast....bye to meianne, meiping n poh leng jie jie...start our journey back to penang....sleep in d car.......reached home around 3smtg....unpacked my sutff....clean my stuff....den wahlah!!!....on9....hehehe....chat wif meianne....

din got to c d tvb drama series ade...i watched in meianne's house...kar leong kor kor borrow them wan....it's nice n farnie........ok la...think i wanna explore d IMVU ade....still new to it...wahahhaha.......Peace Out!!!...

 Luv,
......still a failure.....

A Girly Gurlz Day...!!!

hey!!...well...today was totally girly gurl day for poh leng jie jie, meianne, meianne's mom n me!!!...after meianne came back from her organ class...d 4 of us went to Cheras n get out hair cut.......finally....i've been saying i need a haircut since lst month...split ends all over ade...layered my hair...so it's really thin n light rite now...meianne actually cut short short....except there's 1 tail coming out behind...poh leng jie jie wash, cut n highlight....meianne's mom cut, straighten n highlight.....RED!!!....

we actually spend like 4 hours there....d hairdresser very chun....can speak english, malay, hokkien, mandarin n cantonese...(mayb tamil too....) coz she look like an indian....but her name is chinese........ooooh well....

den after dat went Esprit Outlet Store....*cheap cheap cheap*....bought 3 tops...which actually cost me RM150...den come back...kena marah form m&d......

DAD : spend how much ade ar?!?!...
ME : almost all ade la....
DAD : wat?!?!!?.....den tomolo no more money for u go shopping liao lor...
ME : *speechless*....

MOM : (coming in 2 d room) u spend 100++ on clothes somemore ar?!?!....
ME : wat??...i's esprit....very cheap ade!!!....
MOM : look at d clothes....u buy ade better wear ar...i tell u....
ME : hana....of coz i'll wear it wan la.....

den kar leong kor kor n his mom came...hehehehe...*sweet*........they r always nice to me...n sayang me wan....but now kar leong kor kor standing beside of me checking my cellphone stuff....while i help him check his mail n empty his bulk mail.......apua ni?!?!....n he actually still pinch my cheek...ishhh...last time kok seng kor kor did dat i noe y la...coz me still young n gina n chubby....ok....now me still chubby....n he said fatter ade....

okok...wanna go down wat dvd ade...hehehe....Sweet Dreams, World!!!...

 Luv,
*disaster*

Failure...!!!

sigh.....*sniff sniff*....how do i start.....hmmmm......i'm a failure?!?!?!....wel..ok...here goes...i'm a failure...i failed my AIS n my Audit....second time in my life i actually failed in my studies....not to mention d first time during form4 but that was over....n i wasn't dat sad after all coz almost d entire class fail.......but this time was totally different....i tot i might juz breakdown and cry....but guess wat?!?!!?..i did not...u juz won't und how i feel...it's juz.....URGH!!!!...even me myself do not noe wat is it?!?!!.....

my mood is totally down rite now....sad + sorrow + depress....wish i was back in penang wif my frens...they sure noe wat i need at time like this....n accompany me....edwin will noe where am i to go....all u can eat sad day....secret recipe....haihzz.......but i'm still in kl rite now...nobody to accompany me...it's all this family thingy going on....well...except meianne which we actually had 10 minutes of craziness in 3point6....trying clothes....

went to mid-valley wil both m&d...meianne n her mom....i'm sooo not in a mood for shopping or even get out of d house....haihzz.......d whole time shopping i was juz sms-ing or on d phone...dat's all...i din even get into topshop, miss selfridge n doroty perkins....not even naf naf or zara....n zara got sales!!!...n i'm not even in mood while i'm in MNG....oooh ya MNG got sales up to 70% also....crapz rite!?!??!....URGHHH!!!....

really pity meianne...i dun gif her any respond at all today...i juz stare blankly at smtg....or someone.......haihzz...now i can't go according to plan...it's allhanging here n there...no more degree in kl...back to penang....back to inti....double crapz....4 months wif 2 subjects...tot mayb can find a job...den my dad will go...no work also can fail liao...wif work somemore...no time concentrate on studies den fail again ar?!?!?!...

my mind is so blank rite now...haihzz...anyhoo....gtg ade....dinner time....TTYL!!!...

=d failure....=