January 9, 2011

• Quiet Weekends.........

  Weekends have never been any quieter. I didn't have much sleep. Nightmares or memories?? Tears and discomfort. I don't know, but I'm not ready to lose all these yet. It's difficult, but I need more time.

  Woke up at noon by Mei Anne to accompany her to service her car. It all started because Haizuran bbm-ed me and they all knew I already woke up. *dang it*  Ooooh well, had dim sum with her at Damansara Jaya and more gossip to hear. It's glad that I know somehow there will be someone who will be by my side, no matter friends or family.  However, the gossip turns out to be like a real joke. At least I know I'm not the only one who thinks this way about someone else.

  Went to class, which I did not really concentrate because I was having this flu. And it's so sweet of Luis to postpone the exam for me.  Class was kinda tiring, because we had to talk to Luis in Spanish and I have to think so long to form a sentence.

  Came home and straight away took a clarinase to stop my flu. Clarinase supposed to be not drowsy, but I don't know why it is to me. I snooze off on the couch while waiting for dinner time.

  Mei Ping went and tried the Franch cuisine at Nathalie. It's niceeeeee but super expensive, so she's lucky that it's someone's treat. HAHAHA! However, she bought back some MACARONSSSSS for *moi*. LUV LUV LUV!!~

  it's even better than Canele!

  colourful!!~ I love the chocolatess!!~

  Then, we had dinner at Rumah Peranakan, Taman Megah. It's a Baba and Nyonya cuisine. The dinner was for Aunt Lucy's belated birthday. Poh Ling jie jie joined us for dinner too!

  not bad and reasonable price!

  

  

  my 2 cousins, Mei Anne and Mei Ping....

  
  Mango Kerab.... Poh Ling jie jie's all time favourite!

  
  Some belly, which I can't remember. But it's nice and not spicy!

   Honey Squid.... 

  Sambal Petai, which I didn't touch at all...

  My favouriteeeeeee!!~

  Pandan Chicken!!~

  The dinner was actually very cold, we were all shivering after the desserts, because there's 4 aircond blasting at us.  After dinner, we went for a walk at Tropicana City Mall, while get some groceries. Then, head home for a rest.

  Sunday was even more quiet. Woke up, went 1Utama to cancel my gym membership and buy screen protector for my Lumix GF1, then head home to pack my clothes. Gonna go back to SS2 tonite. It's been a week that I haven't go back.

  On my previous entry, I put up that I'm reading a book by Mitch Albom, 'The Five People You Meet In Heaven'. I'm now deciding as whether to stop reading it or not.  It's been really depressing, actually not, but maybe because of the situation I'm in right now. It's about death and how he feels and thoughts. I can't help but linked it to what I'm feeling right now. And it's making me even more depressed!  Dylan asked me to stop reading it for now, which I actually think I should. But.......... curiousity kills the cat. There's still a part of me that I wanted to know how the story goes. How is it feels like to be in that situation? The things you see and hear and feel. How is it differ from what is it now?  How true can a story book be?..............

  Managed to found the memory card reader from Mei Anne uploaded some picciess of New Year 2011 with Melon, Berry and Poney. ^_^

   
  Dinner at Berlin Bier Houz, Straits Quay..................

  Introducing Melon's boyfie, Ming Yu....

  Till I see you again... *hugz and kisses*

  I'm going back to Penang in 2 weeks time!!~ Gonna see my family and my babies again.  And this time for 49th day prayers. I never felt time passed so fast in my life before. Not until now. I wish it could stop for a while or just stop. I have been contradicting myself for so long. I can still feel the cut that is so deep, but I don't want it to fade away. No matter how hurt it is, I don't want it to go away. I'm afraid if it does, it means I'm gonna forget. And I don't want it to happen. I have my therapist but how long can it sustained?.............  I never thought this day would come, at least not now. Not when I'm only 24, not when the tarot card lady told me so.

  *hablame*

  
   Luv,
  *rachelle*

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