Weekends with Mis Primas.....

Before I start out with the weekends, *hmmmm* let me recall anything special on the weekdays......................... Besides work, I don't think there's anything special. Ooooooh!!~ Except that one of my auditee is treating me dim sum for lunch on Monday!!~ *weeee* Can't wait...... That's it I guess. The division I'm auditing now is kinda boring and the people are not that friendly. Maybe I have face problem because nothing happened to my seniors. Ooooh well, we'll see what happened next week.

Okies..... Then on Friday night, as usual, I had dinner with *moi* Serene babe and Edwin. We just grab a quickie in OverTime, Tropicana City Mall, as Edwin is gonna have his happy hour there with his colleagues. Picciess will be uploaded once I got it from Serene.

Managed to pull myself up on Saturday to go for class, without revising anything. So, yeaaaaa..... I'm blur the whole time. After class, went Bangsar with Mei Ping and Mei Anne. Did some window shopping because my mom kinda warn me about my wardrobe going to collapse. But I saw lotsa cute 'la ropa'. Then, I went online shopping. *shootz* I'm so addicted in 'la comprar' stickers!!~ How?!?!?

Oooooh, and guess what?!? Justin Bieber's Fever is having a showcase thingy in Bangsar Village. OMIGOSHHHH!!!~ should have see all the kids screaming.... (I hope I wasn't like that when I was a kid, but I'm DEFINITELY sure I don't go up to stage and dance with Justin Bieber's songs) Wanted to upload the videos taken of the kids dancing, but I guess it's a little bit too large.

Enough of the Bieber Fever! I saw a cute Ice Cream Truck!!~ and the ice cream is yummy too....

Kreme Kart!!~

Sampat-ness..... Choosing toppings....

Me puerde dar chocolate, por favor!!~

Gracias!!~

Yes..... My first meal....Hahahaha!!~ Okies, what happened in Bangsar remains in Bangsar. The 3 of us actually had a blonde moment, and we felt so dungu! I wanted to go to the ladies, so when we get there, we can't get in to the washroom. We saw a machine there to scan a card, so Mei Anne was like...."you need a card to go in to the washroom??" Then, I tried pushing the door (but apparently it's the wrong side)... and Mei Ping was like "wahhh, so canggih wan ar?? need card somemore.." So, we just walk off and thought of finding some other washroom. Then, this gurl came and just push the door to get in. We stared at each other and start laughing so loudly because the gurl might just thought we're so stupid! That was like the epic thingy that happened to us today.

After all the walking, we went to POCO Homemade for dinner. Very cuteeeeeeee restaurant, and I'm going again tomorrow!!~ Must remember to bring my polaroid there, and dress up nicer.

  *iirasyaimasen*

  Fabric menu.....

  This comic book is very disturbing......

  Mei Anne ordered Ebi Katsu Curry Rice

  Mei Ping and me ordered the same thingy...

  Chicken Katsu Curry Rice.....

  Ocha.....

  Okonomiyaki.....

  and DESSERTSSSS!!!~

Tomorrow I'm going to try something else. Maybe their lunch set and also different desserts!!~ *yeyyyyyyy*

As for now, it's time to hit the sack. It's already 3am. *yawn* And I need to wake up early to do my laundry tomorrow. Hopefully I'm able to. Sweet dreamz, peepz! Buenas Noches......

Luv,
*rachelle*

HUNGRYYYYYYY!!!~

Yes, peepz! I'm hungry. It's 12.17am on Wednesday 12.1.2011, and I'm about to write an entry about Tuesday with an empty stomach! *dang it*

Woke up late, managed to get ready in time to pick up Mei Ping and drop Shek Hooi jie jie off to work.  And I'm NOT late!!!~  Went down to convenience store to get chocolate milk and yeapz! That bottle of milk is my whole day source of intake.  That is because I need to go Pos Office Malaysia to renew my driving license, thus, no lunch for me.

Then, it's work work work work work until 8pm. Picked up Shek Hooi jie jie from work, and go home. Supposed to be reading my materials now, but I'm so reluctant, and I need to sleep so badly.  Tomorrow it's gonna be the same routine, except that I'm going out for audit. This time it's gonna be in Credit Review. Hopefully there's more leng chaiz for me to view!  But this is only a short audit for me, as I will be on a long leave.

Super short entry. Well, at least I did not write "Today is the same as yesterday"  So, Mei Anne. Hahahahaha!!~ Buenas Noches...... *beso beso*

 Luv,
*rachelle*

Dear Diary................

Monday just started superb-ly fine, when I bump into one of my cutie in the carpark today.  What a coincident, but I choose to be shy at such a golden opportunity. *stupidity*  Reached office pretty early today, but I had a strong feeling I'll be late tomorrow. Shek Hooi jie jie asked me to drop her at Menara Hap Seng, so dilly-dally to wait for Mei Ping in the morning. I guess yeapz! I'm gonna be late.  (eventhough I already told them to get ready early. It just doesn't seems to work)

Busy day today, work work work. Even my phone's battery lasted the whole day.  Rachel said I should join them lunch more often, as I'm always with my cousin, which I find it very true. My time spent on lunch with my colleagues of the same department is less than 10 times.

Then, it began to slow down. My mind is not functioning after lunch. But somehow my auditee keeps me entertained for a moment. Hahahaha!!~  Left office around 7-ish-8pm. And here I am, in my room typing this entry. Actually I'm very sleepy, I can't sleep well in a new place. I keep waking up every hour!

My mind is spinning already. Gonna keep this entry short! Sweet dreamz, peepz! Gonna met y'all in la~la~land! Buenas Noches!

 I need some indulgence.....

*te quiero y te estrano*

 Luv,
*rachelle*

Quiet Weekends.........

Weekends have never been any quieter. I didn't have much sleep. Nightmares or memories?? Tears and discomfort. I don't know, but I'm not ready to lose all these yet. It's difficult, but I need more time.

Woke up at noon by Mei Anne to accompany her to service her car. It all started because Haizuran bbm-ed me and they all knew I already woke up. *dang it*  Ooooh well, had dim sum with her at Damansara Jaya and more gossip to hear. It's glad that I know somehow there will be someone who will be by my side, no matter friends or family.  However, the gossip turns out to be like a real joke. At least I know I'm not the only one who thinks this way about someone else.

Went to class, which I did not really concentrate because I was having this flu. And it's so sweet of Luis to postpone the exam for me.  Class was kinda tiring, because we had to talk to Luis in Spanish and I have to think so long to form a sentence.

Came home and straight away took a clarinase to stop my flu. Clarinase supposed to be not drowsy, but I don't know why it is to me. I snooze off on the couch while waiting for dinner time.

Mei Ping went and tried the Franch cuisine at Nathalie. It's niceeeeee but super expensive, so she's lucky that it's someone's treat. HAHAHA! However, she bought back some MACARONSSSSS for *moi*. LUV LUV LUV!!~

it's even better than Canele!

colourful!!~ I love the chocolatess!!~

Then, we had dinner at Rumah Peranakan, Taman Megah. It's a Baba and Nyonya cuisine. The dinner was for Aunt Lucy's belated birthday. Poh Ling jie jie joined us for dinner too!

not bad and reasonable price!

my 2 cousins, Mei Anne and Mei Ping....

Mango Kerab.... Poh Ling jie jie's all time favourite!

Some belly, which I can't remember. But it's nice and not spicy!

 Honey Squid.... 

Sambal Petai, which I didn't touch at all...

My favouriteeeeeee!!~

Pandan Chicken!!~

The dinner was actually very cold, we were all shivering after the desserts, because there's 4 aircond blasting at us.  After dinner, we went for a walk at Tropicana City Mall, while get some groceries. Then, head home for a rest.

Sunday was even more quiet. Woke up, went 1Utama to cancel my gym membership and buy screen protector for my Lumix GF1, then head home to pack my clothes. Gonna go back to SS2 tonite. It's been a week that I haven't go back.

On my previous entry, I put up that I'm reading a book by Mitch Albom, 'The Five People You Meet In Heaven'. I'm now deciding as whether to stop reading it or not.  It's been really depressing, actually not, but maybe because of the situation I'm in right now. It's about death and how he feels and thoughts. I can't help but linked it to what I'm feeling right now. And it's making me even more depressed!  Dylan asked me to stop reading it for now, which I actually think I should. But.......... curiousity kills the cat. There's still a part of me that I wanted to know how the story goes. How is it feels like to be in that situation? The things you see and hear and feel. How is it differ from what is it now?  How true can a story book be?..............

Managed to found the memory card reader from Mei Anne uploaded some picciess of New Year 2011 with Melon, Berry and Poney. ^_^

 
Dinner at Berlin Bier Houz, Straits Quay..................

Introducing Melon's boyfie, Ming Yu....

Till I see you again... *hugz and kisses*

I'm going back to Penang in 2 weeks time!!~ Gonna see my family and my babies again.  And this time for 49th day prayers. I never felt time passed so fast in my life before. Not until now. I wish it could stop for a while or just stop. I have been contradicting myself for so long. I can still feel the cut that is so deep, but I don't want it to fade away. No matter how hurt it is, I don't want it to go away. I'm afraid if it does, it means I'm gonna forget. And I don't want it to happen. I have my therapist but how long can it sustained?.............  I never thought this day would come, at least not now. Not when I'm only 24, not when the tarot card lady told me so.

*hablame*

 Luv,
*rachelle*

1 month had passed...................

Haven't been blogging these few days...... Was very busy with my audit and reports. Finally, I'm done! Wanted to post up some picciess but I can't seem to find the memory card reader. *hmmmmmm*

It's already 2am, so I'm gonna make this entry really short, as I have my Clase de Espanol manana. ^_^

Weekdays have been normal to me, work - home - work. That's it! (reminds me of what Mei Anne usually write in her diary : today is just the same as yesterday.)  All except Wednesday, where I went One Utama to meet up Melon, Ming Yu, Man Shin, Hin Hwee and Stephanie. It's just for like 30 minutes, but it's the time spent with Melon before she flew back to Japan the next day.  Miss you heapz, gurl......... Though the time we spent together isn't much, but it doesn't feel like you'd left to Japan for such a long time, a year already.

Then, Thursday was dance class. Finally, finished with the cane and balancing. It's totally kill me, man! and now worst, scarf! =__="  Oooooh!!~ Anybody wanna accompany me to POCO Homemade, in Bangsar?!?! I really wanna try out the Japanese restaurant. The ambience is so cuteeeeee......(definitely for picture purposes) HAHAHAHA!!~  and maybe try on Vineria too. *urgghhhhh* FATTENING!! I'm supposed to be on diet for Chinese New Year, as I know I definitely get rounder after I come back from Penang.

I miss my Friday Bachelorette night!!~ I always have that when Melon is around....... Then, it's always been Serene that I'm meeting. It's been like a routine that every Friday we'll met up, either for dinner or the past, party.  Just had dinner with Serene, Edwin, Kuhan and Christian at Giza Mall. Came home, and gossip with Mei Ping a while regarding my "findings". HAHAHAHA!!~ Well, I gotta tell you...... It runs in the family.

So, here I am, typing this entry and getting ready for bed. Will post up picciess tomorrow when I ask Mei Anne where she hid both the memory card reader.  My plans are full for Saturday, as we're going out for dinner with Aunt Lucy as her birthday dinner. So, now I'm gonna plan for my Sunday, besides packing and going back to my cribz. I hate packing and unpacking..............

Okies!!~ Done with brushing up. Gonna hit the sack now. Will blog about tomorrow's dinner. My camera is all ready. Gonna snap some instant as well, then I gotta decorate my workstation with lotsa picciesss!!~ *weeeee* Buenas Noches, mi amigas!! *beso beso*

 Luv,
*rachelle*

New Year 2011, everybody!! Have a great year ahead. And I hope mine goes well too..... I know it's gonna be very different and I'm not sure will it be difficult this year. But I hope I can make it through. It's gonna be a long year..... Maybe I'm still not used to the loss yet.

2010 had a lot of bad memories, terrible and horrible. I don't wish to remember it, but bits and puzzle of it sum up to a lot. But why?!?....... I still don't get it.

Had dinner with my gurlz at Berlin's Bier Houz, Straits Quay. The service is horrible, our food never arrives! And so, we just left the place and end up in mamak, Pelita, Autocity. That is where we watch the countdown and fireworks. =_="

Back home, shower, and then continue with my work. This is how bad I end my 2010 and begin and 2011. Work.......

1st of January 2011...... Woke up early for dim sum with family. Then, back home finished 1 report when Kok Meng kor kor, Lynn and Yen Aun came over. Dilly-dally-dwelly for a while and then it's dinner time. Had bak kut the with lotsa meat balls!!~ ^_^

Went shopping at Tesco for vacuum cleaner and containers. Everytime I step into this place it's juz thoughts and more thoughts. *sigh*

Met up with Melon, Berry and Poney in Autocity. Listen to live band, chit-chat, and just chilled. And a good news welcome my new year. One of my cutie just talked to me!! *weeeeeee* Hehehehe!

After chilling we went for supper hunt. Duck egg char kuey teow is not open everywhere, so we ended up at the town's kuey teow basah. Reached home around 1.30am, showered, look at my reports, go to bed.

I didn't manage to wake up this morning, except the part Guinness jump up to my bed and start kissing me. =_=" yeaaaa..I have to hide under my blanket and called my mom in, as I'm too tired and sleepy to open my eyes and carry him down. Hahahaha!

Oooh well, on my way back to sucky reality now. Lucky Melissa is driving me back, then I can look at my reports! Hahahaha!! This is even more suckier than I thought it could be. But oh well, 3 more days and I'm out of PB Card. No more cuties for me to spy on. =(

3 more weeks and I'm having my Spanish exam, and I didn't even study a single thing. Not to mention, another trip back to Penang for 49-days prayers. Then, the next week is Chinese New Year holidays!!~ *booooyeaaaa* I hope my leave already been approved.

Okies, peepz! Time to start looking at my work. Sad but true. Reality sucks! And my hatred for 2010 isn't over yet. I do hope 2011 will be much better. I really need it, for me and my family.

Time flies...... It seems like yesterday that I joined this new company, promises been made... And in 5 days time, it's already been a month that i haven't seen you, nor listen to your voice nagging me for not eating and coming back late. But I believe in presence, and I know you're here. Because Lucky and Guinness behave differently sometimes. Time will heal....... But I'm still caught between when, as I'm not ready to let go - stubborn-ness.


Luv,
*rachelle*

Home Sweet Home (where memories of bitter sweet symphony)

Hi, peepz! I'm back to Penang!!~ *aaaahhhhh* what a bliss! Ok. Last weekend was filled with work and work and more work . Due to my awefully awesome team leader. *urgh* Who is a total BACK-STABBER!

However, I did had my part in family Christmas dinner cum Aunt Helen's birthday. Not much of a celebration because I can't join in, but it's just food.

Christmas tree with lotsa pressie!!~

Pressie for everyone...^_^

Aunt Helen chopping the roasted duck and chicken from Bernard kor kor...

waiting for everyone to come....

  FOOOODDDDD!!~

getting ready to dig in....

homemade food!!~

 
The brownies are exceptionally yummy, because is full of chocolatesssss!!~

kiddos with their toys...

and then Hyden was yelled for dinner, because he wanted to go on a diet. =_=" kids nowadays......

  QC~QC~QC~

  lotsa photo takings on the food...

  Aunt Luck and Uncle Robert dig in...

i love this jelly!!~

Kar Leong kor kor and *moi*

cocktails, cocktails, cocktails!!~ I do not trust Chan Mei Ping's mixture ever, again. =__=" it end up tasting like cough syrup.......

I got my pressie from Chan Mei Ping (a YSL tote bag) and from Chan Mei Anne (instax mini film) for me to play in my polaroid!!~ *weeee* thanks!!~ Heart you guys.....

The dinner was on Sunday night. So, yeaaaa.... My whole day was wasted with the iPad games and the preparation for the dinner.

Monday, work was work. Very rush for everything to be done because I'm going on leave from Wednesday until next year. So, my team leader isn't really letting me to rest. However, I got to meet 1 of my cutie. He's so shy when he sees me. Hehehehe! Well, it does make my day better by a slight bit.

Tuesday was super rush. I tried to complete as much as i could for him to review, and not to mentioned get some work back home to do as well (eventhough I think it's illegal to do so). So, i left office at 9 plus when all the lights are already off. I think I'm gonna miss PB Card Services & Support people. They are all so friendly and helpful and nice to me.

So, Wednesday has arrived!!~ I'm packing and going back with my bro and Melissa. But I think I'm used to wake up early. So, I kinda irritate CMP and Khairul with the PBB song at 9am. Hahahaha! Then, I went back to bed until Khairul called and tell me about what the effin back-stabber said to the reviewer about me. *urgh* That seriously woke me up completely!!~ So, I sent him a 6 long smses to repeat whatever shitz that I had already told him before, during and after I go on leave. I guess he's old enough to recall whatever people told him. The only thing he can remember is his 30 tanks of fishes. *curse curse curse*

Went over Tropicana City Mall to buy lotsa snacks for my 2 babies in Penang, spent like RM105 on that. Then, begin our journey back home. And i managed to reached home 6 hours later. *talking about women driving skill* Unpacked most of my luggages, mom prepared dinner already and she was surprised what took us so long. I answered I slept the whole journey, don't ask me.

The whole night, I'm only dilly-dally-dwelling, just can't force myself to look at my work. Hahahaha! I will do so tomorrow! ^_^

But here I am, writing is entry. I woke up at 8am, slack until 9am, irritate CMP and Khairul on the song again. Hahahaha! and *dang it* Malaysia won the Suzuki Cup and now it's a public holiday on 31st December. Burn my 1 day leave. Idiocracy!!~

Then, I went back to bed and I woke up at 12pm *dang it* waste my day. Mom and bro can't stand Guinness anymore. They said he's just too naughty. How come I don't feel so?!? He's just an attention seeker in a cheekier way.

Okies, done for today. Will snap more picciess with Melon, Berry and Poney tomorrow!!~ *weeeee* can't wait to see my gurlz. Okies, mom is bugging me to start on my work. =__=" Adios mi amigas!!~ *beso beso*

Luv,
*rachelle*

Imagine how funny thing goes. They actually communicate without me knowing it. I know I'm being selfish most of the time. I won't know how it felt to be in anyone's shoe, because I can't control my feelings. So, how can I still have the rational to think in your position?

Work is bad yesterday. I lost my focus because the I bump into the 2 cuties in my audited division. And they both smiled at me!!~ *so sweeeeettttt*

Then, I stayed back to do the E-Learning on Islamic Banking, which totally kills me! Not gonna do again, man. But I don't think I can escape it. Left office right on the dot but I'm the only person left in the whole division. It's dark and creepy. @_@

Today was the total opposite. Both my cuties are on leave. I'm productive with work, eventhough I still haven't finish it yet. Gonna continue at home, which I only determine to finish 1 section. Hahahaha! I'm doomed. There goes my Saturday and Sunday. =(

Friday!!~ 1 of my cutie came to work. But he kinda apply leave in a weird way. =_=" ooooh well, none of my business. He's so pink-ish today. Hahahaha! Had an awesome Royce Chocolate today from Mei Ping's senior. Brought back work for Saturday and Sunday. I killed a lot of trees because of photocopy.

Had dinner at Gardens, The Curve, with my Serene babe and Winn. ^_^ it's been almost a month since I last see them. Miss!!~

After dinner, they went over to The Laundry while I'm heading home. When I reached home, I just don't feel like going in. I know I'm alone, there's nobody at home. But Christmas this year isn't the same anymore. Sudden heartache strikes me again. Lucky this time Wai Kin called and chatted with me until I settled down. Went in, shower and then Bryan calls. How random?!?

Tomorrow supposed to bring Yen Aun out for picciess taking on Christmas decoration, but I'm hooked up with work, so Chan Mei Ping is doing the job. My dad hates shopping and walking around, he'll end up in Starbucks or sometimes he chooses not to follow.

It's true that people said I'm living in denial. Because that's the only therapist for me to at least smile for a while. And I'm also being very defensive when people talks about my family. But this is what I feel right now. I know time will heal, but as for now, I have to bear with it.

Feliz Navidad mi padre. Buenas noches. *beso*


Luv,
*rachelle*

I was superrrrr late on Friday to work. Some road enhancement at Bangsar, then there's closure of road at Jalan Hang Lekiu. *dang it* Who on earth do this early in the morning?!? Don't they know there are still 90% of the homosapiens need to get to work?!? *urgh* I was like 25 minutes late! Break my own record! ^_^

Work is work. Nothing unusual. Left before 6pm as the auditees were all leaving for their department dinner. One of my cutie is the committee member. ^_^

Brought home work, but doesn't have much time to do. Mom is here in KL. Spent most of my time with her. Friday night was just dinner, tv, chit-chat.

Then, on Saturday, woke up at 8am. @_@ *yeaaa* I don't know why also. Got conned to go 1 Utama with my aunt. Because she wanted to get the Haagen Dazs ice-cream cake. Then, in the car she said she need to do groceries shopping. *double con* =_="

Came back home and then head to Clase de Español. 3 weeks without class, I totally forgotten what I'd learned. But somehow it's still fun but tiring. Need to use lotsa brain. Hahahaha!

After class was dinner and work. Poh Ling jie jie treat us all steamboat for winning the lottery. ^_^ After dinner, we went Giza Mall and the Battleground was on. So, we just stood there and watch. Came back home almost 10pm, we had food and drink testing, which all of them are super sweet! Changed and then, work! *sigh*

Sunday was hectic!!~ Went back to my Subang's room to clean up the place and move my stuff over to PJ. Rashes all over my hands and non-stop sneezing. And my mom can't believe I can own so many stuff. To her is useless. To my dad, "it's nice to have, but not necessary to have". I have to throw away my wardrobe because I have too much clothes that the compartment broke, according to mom. But actually Edwin drunk and broke my cupboard!!~

Clean everything from 10am till night 10.30pm. I never ever EVER do house chores for so long EVER before! @_@ and now my whole body is full of rashes.

At night, I'm too tired to work. I just slept while watching Step Up 3D with my cousins.

Monday morning is nice when you don't have to worry about alarm, clothes, food. Mom woke me up, choose and iron working clothes for me, prepare breakfast and filled up my water bottle. ^_^ what a bliss! But it's only for today. Mom's going back in the afternoon.

Work is work. Tired, busy and running out of time. *sigh* it's like life back in KP again, except no more midnight ciggie break. People here are so different. Maybe I haven't got used to it yet.

Almost missed my parking time and got stuck inside the carpark. Luckily, the parking guy let me out. Driving home alone seems like the journey is longer. Tears running down when listening to every single songs that has memories of daddy.

Reached home around 9.30pm, but I stayed outside and called Jane for a chat instead. I can't walk in with red eyes. And it's gonna take me some time to subside, been there, done that. I still don't know why. That's why my mom always catches me when I cry. Every single time. Even if I cried in the morning and reached home at night.

Eyes got tired, and I fell asleep on the floor after shower, while typing this entry. (Now you guys know why the entry is late. Hahahaha!)

Tuesday...... No food! So on diet. I gained tummy from my period. *dang it* Is it normal? Work as usual. Staying back late. Ganesh let me listen to the radio with the hi-fi because he said it's so silent and creepy. Hahahaha! But I can only listen to 'Light and Easy'. Which reminds me more of my dad. *sigh* Ooooh well, I believe time will heal. Just the matter of time. Psycho-ing myself.

Everytime, I see my blog it'll reminds me that Mei Anne still owes me my header....... =_=" it's so weird and empty up there. *dang her* Will bug her every night.

Okies now. Time for more work....... *low life* ooooh well, I'm gonna be good for 100 days anyway. So might as well flooded myself with activities. Now my P.I.Y, puzzles, dragonscale d.I.y camera, and Da Vinci kit are of good use! ^_^


Luv,
*rachelle*